Self-Help

Divorcing Your Family

We all have our own ideas of the “perfect family”.  Maybe it’s  the  Cleavers or the Bradys or the Father Knows Best family (am I aging myself here?).  The reality of it is, most  of our families don’t measure up to those impossible standards. Family can be difficult, we all get that.  Some family relationships take a lot of work, or a lot  of gritting your teeth, or a lot of self care to navigate.

But sometimes you have a family relationship that is beyond repair.  Maybe it’s a parent with severe alcoholism, or a sibling with mental illness.  Maybe it’s a family member who has done something so awful, there’s no coming back from that.  What do you do then?  Sometimes your best option is to sever the relationship.

For many of us, this can be one of the hardest decisions we ever make.  It comes with judgement from all  sides.  You may hear things like “Sure your father abused you, but I’m sure he loves you in his own way”, or “No matter what your mom did, she’s old now and you owe it to her to help her out”, or  “Your daughter has a drug problem,  but you’re still her  mom”.

Here’s the thing: no one will take care  of you in these abusive family relationships.  You need to take care of yourself and sometimes taking care of yourself means removing yourself from that situation.  You don’t have to forgive huge horrible things that came in your past  and you certainly don’t have to put up  with ongoing abuse.  You deserve to live your best life, even if it means cutting people off.

I know it sounds simple, but it’s anything but.  Family bonds are often our oldest and strongest bonds.  They are also nuanced and complicated. Here are some things to consider before divorcing a family member:

  • Is the family member abusive in all your interactions?  Or is abuse brought on by triggers such as drugs or alcohol?  Are there ways to maintain some level  of relationship while avoiding exposing yourself to abuse.
  • Are you willing or able to forgive  past abuse?  Or do you  find yourself angry, hurt  or reliving past deeds whenever you see the person?
  • Does the person take responsibility for their behavior?  Have they asked for forgiveness, changed or made amends?
  • How will this impact other members of your immediate family?  For example, do you feel like another person will feel forced to choose  between you and your estranged family member?  Does severing the relationship mean your kids won’t see a grandparent or aunt, and if so, are you OK with that?
  • When the person dies, what do you think you will  feel?  Regret that you stopped  having a relationship with that person? Relief? Or will you mourn that  you didn’t have a different family member?
  • If you never see or talk to the person again,  will you be OK with it?

Only you can decide if ending the relationship is best for you.  If you make the difficult decision to end the relationship,  be sure to take care of yourself.  Allow yourself time to mourn the end of the relationship, and give yourself credit for taking care  of yourself in a way that works best for you.

And remember, it’s totally OK to not respond to calls, emails or other attempts from the family member to engage with you.  Once you’ve told them it’s over,  you have no obligation to engage. It’s OK to change the subject and agree to disagree with well-meaning friends or family who want to tell you why you should maintain the relationship.

If you feel like the person poses a current danger to you,  contact your local family violence agency, court or an attorney to determine your options for protective orders (restraining orders) if appropriate.

Most importantly, allow yourself the space and time to mourn the relationship.  Practice self-care.  Cry if you need to.  Write in a journal or write a letter to the person (even if you don’t send it) sharing your feelings.  Talk to trusted family or friends who will understand.

And if the relationship or end of the relationship is making you consider self-harm, or interfering with your daily activities, contact your local mental health agency or a therapist immediately.  It can be helpful to have a neutral person talk this through, offer suggestions and reinforce that you deserve to live a life free of abuse.

Remember,  you were born into your family – the decision to stay is completely up to you.

 

 

About Rose Bak

Rose Bak is a freelance writer and author who lives in the Pacific Northwest with her family and special needs dogs.   Rose writes both fiction and non-fiction in a variety of mediums. Rose specializes in the following types of writing:  blogs, self-help, romantic fiction, humor, narrative, personal finance, business, self-help, housing, domestic violence, grant writing and public administration. For more information on projects and rates, contact me at rosebakenterprises@msn.com. Visit my author page at amazon.com/author/rosebak. Follow me on social media Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/AuthorRoseBak/?modal=admin_todo_tour Twitter: https://twitter.com/AuthorRoseBak Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/author_rose_bak/ LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/rose-bak-mpa-0232b581/ All opinions expressed in this blog are solely the authors and are copyright Rose Bak.  No part of these pages can be reprinted without written permission from the author. As an Amazon Associate I earn from qualifying purchases.

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